Steve's Thoughts

Dumbest person ever

2004-09-02T03:30:32Z

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kitain @ 2004-09-01T12:52:00

2004-09-01T17:52:00Z

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kitain @ 2004-09-01T12:29:00

2004-09-01T17:29:02Z

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Dum De Dum

2004-09-01T17:27:58Z

I never update this anymore. I guess I really I just haven't felt like it. I've been keeping myself pretty busy lately. Work has been same old. I've done some decent work in my room. Got myself a nice little 29 inch tv and a huge entertainment center, which is gonna be a bitch to take apart when I move out of here. I've got my mom all paid off for rent for the next month which hasn't happened...ever. My bills are getting pretty close to being all paid off it feels pretty nice. Hmm the last like week my throat has been sore I think it's just my allergies or whatever plus I can feel my bottom wisdom teeth moving alittle I'm sure that has something to do with it as well. I really need to clean my room up tomorrow. I'm going on working 9 days in a row now and it's starting to add up on me, I do have a nice 3 day, and possibly 4 day weekend coming up depending on how the holiday works out on monday. I've been spending most of my free time lately working out and I started playing final fantasy x a bit It's a pretty cool game.

kitain @ 2004-09-01T12:21:00

2004-09-01T17:21:15Z

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Random update

2004-07-13T05:04:21Z

Some things never change. I've noticed some patterns that have developed in my life and I am tired of playing the games. My patence is about to get very short very fast I have a feeling.

Ha ha ha

2004-07-07T20:35:16Z

Con

2004-06-08T04:06:45Z

Was a great weekend. Saw so many old friends and made a bunch of new ones. Got pretty drunk a few nights but I still remember everything that happened...I think. Can't wait to see pictures since I really didn't take any. O yeah I won this dagger/sword thing at the big dinner raffle, I've never won anything there. With all the damn people we had Jamed in that hotel room it's gonna feel weird not having people to fall asleep with ;) Have to head back to work tomorrow which shouldn't be too bad. I'm kinda looking forward to making money again. Was a really good weekend, a few less people then last year it seems but it was still great.

Haha

2004-05-29T01:43:46Z

If there is someone on your friends list you would love to have a fuckathon with, post this same exact sentence in your journal.

Yup

2004-05-23T22:11:36Z

Haven't updated in awhile. Been busy and stuff. Working a lot and working out a lot. My birthday was on friday thanks everyone who said happy birthday. It's been a pretty decent weekend, relaxing. Just finished working out for an hour. I decided saturday I'm going to give up junk food. If I was able to give up soda I can do this too, I'm not happy with my body. Now those of you who know me are probably like what the fuck heh, but I would like it to be better and I know the junk food is not helping at all. So no more chips or donuts or cookies and cakes. The occasional fast food will be fine I do HAVE to eat so I'll have Jack in the box or something maybe once a week but not much more then that. Me Jake and Dave saw Troy on saturday. It was pretty damn cool I liked it alot. The multiple half nude scenes of brad pit got old haha but it was a good movie. We also went to hooters for wings and Jake and Dave bought me lunch. It's kind of weird cause it seems like a lot of people I know right now are going through relationship problems, break ups, time outs whatever. Maybe it's just that time of the year haha. I saw this quote in a friends journal and I really liked it. "Dont settle for the one you can live with. Settle for the one you cant live without" Good quote I think. OK time to go finish eating.

Random Update

2004-05-11T17:34:45Z

I figure I haven't updated in over a week so I should do one.

It's pretty warm outside. Thanks to my handy dandy Sharper Image clock it's apparently 86.2 in my room, and this is with windows open and my fan on.

I haven't been sleeping very well lately. Not at all. I will wake up constantly all night maybe every hour or more. I'm not sure why, I have ideas but I really don't know for sure maybe it's the heat, maybe something else. I figure I will leave for work soon in case they are doing construction again today. They didn't yesterday at all so I am not sure how early I need to leave so I will make it to work on time.

I was suppose to go to the cabin this weekend with my uncle to do some cleaning and whatnot. I talked to him last night and he said they had gotten A LOT done this past weekend and I really didn't have to come down if i didn't want to, which is kinda fine by me. I had been having mixed feelings about going down this weekend anyway for some reason, Like I had more important things to do at home just this weird urge not to go this weekend I'm not sure.

I feel like this whole morning has been a big blur my head hurts and I am dizzy. I've been drinking a lot of water so it's not dehydration. I will just have to deal with it. I had a nice bowl of frosted flakes though. I have clothes all over the floor of my room. When I get home tonight from work I'll gather then up and toss them all in a basket then do laundry tomorrow when I get home in the afternoon. Time to go

Rain, Short update

2004-04-30T20:45:01Z

It's raining really really hard outside. I barely missed driving home in it. I feel really burnt out right now with everything in my life. I've been talking to a lot of my friends more though which is nice. I've been working out a lot and I can see and feel a large difference in all parts of my body...har har what a set up for a joke. I think I just need to enjoy my own life for awhile and see what happens from there. It is the best thing I can do.

Monday

2004-04-27T02:00:19Z

Well back to work after the weekend. Regular old day. Nothing too exciting happened. I worked out for well over an hour. I've had so much energy lately it's been tough for me to work it off. I wish I had someone here to work it off with me :) And there is only one person I have in mind hehe. I did the elliptical trainer today for 10 minutes, part of it on level 5 and then I went up to level 10 for awhile then came back down and finished off at 5. Seriously though I could work out all day, I had to force myself to stop earlier just because I needed to eat. Speaking of I'm eating all the freaking time now constantly I am always hungry and thirsty. It's kinda weird. I've had the urge to write some lately I think I will sit down and do some tonight and maybe post it before I head to bed.

On an odd side note. What do you think is the most..visual sense... maybe thats not the best word. I can recall a couple weeks ago when I walked outside and smelled..I'm not sure what it was, It wasn't a perfume, maybe a flower, And for a split second I was taken back to a time I remembered with Christie and everything was so vivid and real it was almost scary and then just like that it was done. I think smell can be very powerful and bring back all kinds of images and memories.

Late night

2004-04-22T02:53:23Z

Well just got off work. Now I get to sleep for a whole 6 hours, I hope, and then wake up and head right back. But after that I'm done for 3 whole days.

I'm excited about this weekend and at the same time I'm dreading it. I don't know what will happen or how it will turn out. Part of me hopes it turns out really well and the other part is not sure about anything right now. I guess I just have to hope for the best. Everything will work out in the end.

On a side note I'm very pleased with how clean my room looks right now. I need to get a few boxs out of here of stuff that i've boxed up but other then that..It's rather huge right now. I think I might invest in a nice chair sometime soon. It has already been discussed that when I move out everything in here I can take. Most of it I own anyway, but like the dresser and book shelves, I can steal one of those. Heck I really don't have all that much in here anyway.

Ok time to brush my teeth and get ready for bed. I can't wait till I am done with work tomorrow I have so much I want to get done before I head out Friday. So I won't have time to really do anything else but that stuff. Should be fun.

Chilly Morning

2004-04-21T16:53:08Z

I finally have a close at work. It was nice to sleep in some. Then Tomorrow I open and then I'm done for 3 days. How exciting. I think after work tomorrow I might stop and do a little shopping or something, plus work out once I get home. I'm borrowing my dads car this weekend to go pick up christie so she can come home and get borrow her mom's car for a week. It is pretty nice of him I wasn't sure if he would let me or not. I ended up getting those new blinds put up on the front windows last night, It took awhile but they look really good now that it's done. Ok enough rambling I've got stuff to do before I leave for work.

Confused

2004-04-19T01:30:02Z

Haven't updated in a few days, Sorry about that I have so much going on.

I'm not sure how to feel right now. I'm happy but I'm not. I'm just confused. I guess only time will tell what will happen. The funny thing is If you asked me a week ago what I wanted to happen I could tell you. After today I just don't know. But I'm not going to worry about it. There's no reason to speculate on what could happen. I'll just have to live day to day and see what DOES happen. Thats the best thing to do. Not to say I won't think about the future and consider it, But I won't worry over it

I have had a lot of fun the last two nights. After work on friday I went to hooters with David, Jake and Stacy and her little monster cody. Then a few hours later I went to Applebees with Josh and Steve and had some drinks. Saturday night I headed out to Vinces friend's new sports bar, it's really nice. Like 20 Tv, 6 pool tables, 8 dart boards. Really good food. Had a blast and a beer. Then after I went home Josh and Missy came over and we partied some.

I talked to Christie today on the phone for awhile. We just talked. It was really nice, I miss having those conversations. Of course neither of us really did anything by ourselves in the last few months, like go out with our friends and hanging out with them. So I guess it was hard for us to find things to talk about.

I don't know what I want right now it's a really odd feeling. I thought I did. Now I'm not sure. I have a pretty good idea but it could change. There are certain things I really want and other I totally want nothing to do with. Things I love and things I hate. I hope this makes sense to everyone else as much as it makes sense to me :)

kitain @ 2004-04-13T21:12:00

2004-04-14T02:16:41Z

This day seemed to go by so fast. I'm not sure if it's because I kept busy the whole day or if it is because I have to go back to work tomorrow. I worked out for an hour. It felt really good. Then I came home and cleaned more and worked on my ceiling some more since it dried. Filled up my gas got power ball tickets and mom got us taco bell for dinner, I just had to go pick it up but she paid.

It's kinda funny cause any time someone comes in my room and see's that I'm cleaning they go O Christie is almost done with school and will be home for the summer trying to get your room cleaned up so you don't get in trouble. Even my dad said it today. I said No I'm just trying to get my room really clean, and he said yeah right you can tell me the truth..heh

Ok I guess I'll go finish watching the blues game, I'm not really tired But I don't feel like cleaning anymore it's all I did all day besides work out. Maybe I'll read.

Hmm

2004-04-13T16:47:59Z

This is weird. It feels warmer in my room today then it did yesterday BUT According to my wonderful clock from Sharper Image that tells me the temp, It's actually one degree colder today then it was yesterday. Yes don't ask me why I remember what the temp was yesterday, but I do.

It's pretty nice outside today. My cousin is sending me some spy ware kill software, I got some weird thing on my IE task bar and I don't have a clue where from or how but I want it gone.

I guess I'll go get dressed and get working on my room more

Yawn

2004-04-13T05:34:28Z

Well it was a busy day. I did everything I wanted to do but work out which I will just do tomorrow. I ended up getting into my cleaning so much I didn't even notice the time. I got a whole lot done but I don't want to get it all away to a certain person so I won't post what I did here. I just puttied some more of my ceiling it's filling in pretty well. I guess I am going to vacuum now, finish straightening up and then maybe watch a movie or read before bed. So does anyone even read this thing since I never get any comments even if they are tiny hint hint.

Yo Yo Yo

2004-04-12T14:42:54Z

It's a little after 9. Just got out of the shower and damn is it cold in here. I couldn't sleep anymore and I just got up..I wanted to anyway I waste to much time sleeping. I've got a bunch I'm going to do today. Notice I didn't say want. I'm GOING to do it TODAY. I going to go to walmart and grab some stuff there I need to do some stuff in my room ;) Then I'm going to work out sometime today, now that I'm sure totally sure of when. I like being on the only one in there but at the same time I like working out with other people. I checked out my bills yesterday and none of them are due till the last week of this month so I guess that worked out nicely.
Ok time to get busy.

It's Cold

2004-04-11T13:48:18Z

I was suppose to go out last night But I ended up being sooo tired from work that I just went to sleep. I can't sleep anymore I've been up since 8 which isn't a bad thing I'll get things done. Christie is going to have easter dinner with a friend of hers I hope she has fun.

I think we are just going to do some kinda of dinner here with me dad and dave and my mom. I think i'm going to clean my room today really hard and do some more searching for the glove of invisibilitythat ..disappeared

I might go out to the casino tonight with some people I've been wanting to go and haven't had a chance it could be fun.

Should be a good day

(#&$(&$@*(#

2004-04-10T04:23:04Z

All I wanted to do was go out and hang out with a friend from high school. Well then I get a call saying another person is coming, then she calls and says another girl is coming who I fucking hate, then another person is coming. Now it's like 2 hours later then it was suppose to be. I'm like fine i'll meet you guys there. I wait for 15 minutes and nothing. They should have been there BEFORE I even got there. I drive back home trying not to hit anyone out of annoyance. I call and ask them where they are they say they are standing out front waiting for me..BULL FUCKING SHIT. They say the girl who I fucking hate who wasn't even suppose to come was driving and missed the exit so they were late. Fuck you people I have better things to do with my life

Yeah

2004-04-08T21:42:49Z

Just finished working out. I feel really really good :)

But I get ahead of myself. Work today was really fun. I worked the grocery truck it's a nice change. It wasn't too big so me and dave just took our time putting it up. Jackie and me talked about the schedule next weekend and we worked it out where we could all get 3 days off in a row it was pretty neat. I've been really happy at work lately. We are all getting along. Next time I see steve I'm going to tell him I want to sit down and discuss what type of class's I should take that they are gonna pay me to take.

After work I came home and took a little nap. I was really worn out. Then I got up and worked out for an hour. I did the elliptical trainer again, this time 5 minutes forwards and 5 minutes backwards. For some reason I said I did 10 minutes yesterday and I really only did 5 minutes forwards. If I can keep doing this, Which I know I can it's so damn easy, my legs should get very very strong pretty fast.

I think i'm gonna go watch a movie now or something. You know I have a lot going on in my life right now...and to be honest I'm happy. I'm not sure why But I am. I know one way or the other tomorrow will come and hopefully it will be for the better. You should know this to. You knows who I am talking to assuming they are reading this.

early night

2004-04-08T03:24:10Z

Have an early night tonight. Have to get up in 6 hours for work. I worked out today, it felt really good I'm back to where I was before I took 2 weeks off from working out, maybe stronger. A lot of it felt easier to do. One of the machines is broken though, the ab one. I'm pissed about that I'm having to do regular sit ups which are ok but I really liked that machine.

I have a lot of growing up to do. I need to get my money situation in order. Get my bills paid off and really just become a man. It feels weird saying that but it's partly true. I'm working a full time job but that does not really mean a lot. I can only take it one step at a time just as long as I don't falter I will meet my goals. First goal is to start updating this journal everyday day. Second is to get on a regular work out schedule. Every other day at least. I guess my third can be one I've already done, Stop drinking soda thank's to some help from Christie I broke that habit pretty easy. Thank you.

Tomorrow After work I plan on heading right to the gym and working out for another hour. I spend like 10 minutes on the elliptical trainer today, Man That thing is hard but my legs felt very very worked after doing it. After working out I will come home clean up some and then see what happens from there.

Bed time

Quick update

2004-04-06T15:38:26Z

My internet sure is going slow today. Worked out yesterday, I'm not as sure as I thought I would be from not working out for almost two weeks. I'm going to make myself start working out again it felt good and I was mad at myself for not being able to max out the leg machine. I wanted to work out last night but I didn't at the same time, Finally I was just like I have nothing else to do tonight then sit at home so I should at least use that time to do something worth while.

I have a few things I want to start getting more into a habit of doing. Things I should be in a habit of doing anything. Like shaving everyday. It's so much eaiser and I look better. And washing my face better so this dry skin goes away.

Ok I have some cleaning to do, I spent about 30 minutes last night just cleaning off my desk and putting my papers and what not in my organizer, I love that thing.

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